This is the situation of your head: I see cycle-handles and pedals and
strange things that you have gathered from everywhere. Such a small
head...and no space to live in! And that rubbish goes on moving in
your head; your head goes on spinning and weaving - it keeps you
occupied.
Just think what kind of thoughts go on inside your mind. One day just
sit, close your doors, and write down for half an hour whatsoever is
passing in your mind, and you will understand what I mean and you will
be surprised what goes on inside your mind. It remains in the
background, it is constantly there, it surrounds you like a cloud.
With this cloud you cannot know reality; you cannot attain to
spiritual perception.
This cloud has to be dropped. And it is just with your decision to
drop it that it will disappear. You are clinging to it - the cloud is
not interested in you, remember it.
